And that is how you dissolve karma.
At least… that’s how it feels to me.
We often think of karma as something abstract or heavy.
But what if it’s much simpler than that?
What if it’s not about right or wrong — but about energy repeating itself, until you choose something different? In this blog, I take you into my process around day 30 of The Source App: a personal and energetic milestone. About building software from survival, old people-pleasing patterns, inner contracts, and the shift from efforting to allowing.
A story about freedom. About awareness. About choosing from your center.
And how Life keeps inviting you — again and again — to remember.
What is karma?
To me, karma is simply:
Energy that got stuck.
Energy born from fear.
A vibration I once created — often unconsciously.
Not wrong. Not bad. No guilt. No punishment.
Just… a consequence.
Your consciousness creates your experience.
And that experience carries a frequency:
> High — when you live from love, truth, gratitude, surrender.
> Low — when you live from fear, survival, entanglement.
And that lower frequency?
Those are the threads that hold you in place.
They echo through your system,
repeating in your 3D reality —
not to punish you,
but to bring something into clarity.
So you can choose again.
From a new frequency. A higher state of being.
And that is karmic integration.
Today is day 30
The official beta phase of The Source App ends today.
Wow.
One year in the old version — a living experiment.
Last month, the new version went live.
We extended the beta another month to test, refine and let it settle in.
And now — this chapter completes.
And suddenly, it hit me:
If I want The Source to be truly free…
then I need to let it truly be free.
For everyone. And for myself.
But then it must be free within me too.
So I asked myself:
Are there still hooks?
Old voices?
Fear of lack?
Stories about what’s "right"?
Worries about what “people” might think?
Amai. What a gift.
Because this is my karmic integration.
Software & Survival
You see, I’ve been involved with software since I was 23.
Not as a developer, but everything around it:
Designing. Product-owning. Testing. Launching. Leading. Supporting. Investing.
And now I see it with softer eyes:
Back then, I was building from my survival parts (which is, in essence, the consciousness of a child).
Because when you build software
with trauma at the wheel
and survival as the hidden motor behind it…
Here’s what happens:
You work hard.
You try to please everyone.
It costs you — money, time, energy.
You can’t feel your boundaries.
You give far more than you receive.
And it all feels normal. Because you don’t know any different.
I knew this dance so well.
You ask, I deliver.
If the balance is off? I just work harder.
That was my survival pattern: overdrive.
Karma is not punishment. It’s a mirror — gently asking: will you choose differently this time?
And now, today...
I’m invited to stand.
In my energy. My truth. My clarity.
Because this field — The Source — is alive.
And no one is my Source but Source itself.
What’s meant to be, will be.
And what no longer fits, I can release — softly, lovingly.
The mirror that revealed it all
Last week, some questions came in:
“I really want to continue…
but I don’t have a credit card nor PayPal.
Can I still join in another way?”
And I felt my old reflex rise:
“Of course! I’ll fix it!” said my pleaser.
But then I paused.
I took a breath.
I zoomed out.
And I saw it:
This was the old energy.
That subtle moment where I’d once say:
“I’ll just make a new system.
Stretch a bit more. Create another workaround.”
I could. I’m creative enough. That’s not the issue.
But what’s the energy behind it?
What’s driving this?
And I knew:
I could follow the old path —
once again building from trauma,
once again led by survival.
Or… I could choose differently now.
Rewriting in Love
So I did what I now know how to do.
I paused.
I felt.
I listened.
And I wrote a new inner contract.
My new inner contract
I anchor in myself:
- I choose to be a clear, loving, sovereign field.
- The space I’ve created is open to those who resonate.
- The entry is simple, clear and effortless to find.
I choose:
- Not to direct my energy toward detours or rescue missions.
- To trust each person’s path, responsibility and timing.
- Not to get entangled in the process of others — or myself.
I know:
- Those who are ready will feel the call — and find the way.
- Every “Yes” arises from inner alignment, not from my push or pull.
I trust:
- The power of the field I’ve opened.
- The clarity of my own intent.
- The wisdom of every soul’s journey.
- The overflowing abundance of my True Source
I don’t need to force anything.
I just need to be —
clear.
open.
loving.
free.
- The door is open.
- The field is here.
- The invitation lives.
And that is enough.
I am enough.
We are all enough.
The most powerful act isn’t action — it’s an inner decision: I choose to do it differently now.
And then, the magic
After that shift, the solution came.
Edwin said:
“If you want, we can add a small tweak.
You’ll be able to manually approve new members.”
And I felt it:
Yes.
Not from effort.
Not from pleasing.
But from love.
From freedom.
From sovereignty.
So, what did I really do?
I rewrote an old story.
I released old karmic threads.
I stepped out of survival — and into presence.
I let the pendulum come to rest —
and returned to my center.
To my Essence.
And that’s what The Source also does.
In me. In you. In the collective.
Not because you must.
But because you remember.
And I guess, this is real growth.
Consciousness-growth.
And I fully celebrate that today!!
What keeps repeating itself in your life? What might unfold if today… you choose softness instead of habit?
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