Asking.
Setting intentions.
Opening up.

That’s all it takes. If it comes from your heart. I felt it in every fiber of my being... I want this. I didn’t come here just for some human experiences and to go around in the same circle. Of conditioning, of hassles, of fun things and less fun things. Coming, surviving, and then leaving. There is more to it than that. I think I always felt it. A longing for more. A longing to know 'what this is all about'. What is this place? What am I doing here? Those kinds of things.

I really want to know what this is about. I really want to know who I am and I really want to know how this life is meant to be. Because there must be more than this, right? Somewhere, I must have already asked the question. And somewhere, I must have already been on my way there. All still unconscious.

Until things came my way that began to show me the path. The breadcrumbs that I must have scattered myself, to find my way back from my human being. Wow. The pull was so strong. Undeniable. There was only one possible direction. And that was this way. My heart opened up. I discovered a treasure. Within me. I floated for months, constantly saying to myself: “I’ve discovered a treasure. I’ve discovered a treasure.” I closed my eyes and felt it again.

And then came the conscious choice. My conscious questions. Because now that I knew this, I couldn’t do otherwise. Now that I knew, and felt, and experienced, that I was so much more than just this human form and that I could be aware of all this simultaneously: human and soul, human and ‘Divine Being’, how could I ever go back?

My intention became: I want to fully be this. Fully embody it. I want to be completely myself. I want to let go of everything that no longer serves me in this. What holds me back in this.

I have expressed this so many times. It just kept rising from my core.

“Uh, really, Eve? Are you sure? Really everything? Do you really want to let go of everything?”

Yes. With full conviction: yes.

And then the loosening began. I had asked. It was already happening. And I knew it: what a journey. What an adventure. What an adventure it has been and still is.

This is about ‘being in the world and not of it’. This is about letting go. About trust. About feeling through fear. About discovering new layers. About opening up. About unfolding. About healing trauma. About recognizing patterns. About allowing new layers of consciousness. About curiosity and a lot, a whole lot of gratitude. This is about paddling with and in the flow.

A journey and an adventure that are in full swing. So beautiful to have a place to share about it.