Silence… and fulfillment
It went quiet for a while.
Not because nothing happened —
but because something much greater was moving.
Within me. Around me. Deep inside.
Because something wanted to come through.
Earlier this year, I already felt:
a new phase is arriving.
And I had to go through it first.
Was I truly ready to let go?
"True safety begins when you stop controlling — and start remembering who you really are."
The ego’s dance
It’s always my process.
Where am I still attached?
Where does my survival self grasp for certainty?
I said goodbye to a relationship that meant a lot to me.
Not because the love was gone — but because I knew:
we were holding each other small.
And behind that… was something greater.
My mind didn’t know it. My heart did.
And yes — there was fear.
Fear of loss. Fear of merging.
The dance of the ego.
A new core
I allowed myself to fall
into what I would normally push away.
And exactly there, I found space. Freedom. Gentle strength.
I knew: this is part of my path.
A new level is asking to unfold.
But first, I had to go to the root.
The root of pain. Of suffering.
Which lives in a deeply programmed sense of separation —
from Source. From my Creator. From who I truly am.
What if I could shift it right there?
Reprogram from that frequency?
It all needed to be untangled — by feeling.
Not fixing. Not forcing.
But breathing through it.
Because this wasn’t about him. It was about me.
The field opens by itself
While working on The Ego Untangled,
the field began to open by itself.
As always —
the theme I transmit is the path I walk.
During the retreat she hosted, and in which I participated,
she shared about past lives
where she was asked to follow Him — and couldn’t.
She couldn’t let go of form.
This is all about surrendering to your own Higher Consciousness,
to Creator,
which is - in Essence - one and the same.
This is about moving beyong the limiting human mind,
the survival patterns,
the human ego.
And suddenly I knew: this is also my story.
My ego didn’t want to let go.
It held on to safety. To control.
And then the question came:
Where are you still holding on?
The answer that arose from my subconscious was clear:
“If I just have a safe place to be.”
Ah. Who within me says that?
Deep surrender
Not long after, I got a call, which for my survival brain wasn't nice at all.
It touched my feeling of safety.I thought.
But what I felt… was peace.Complete peace.
Which wasn't ration, but so deeply true.So deeply felt.
A deep peace beyond all understanding.
Because I knew: I am held.
Not by my outer circumstances — but by something much greater.
And that was all because of a deep shift within me.
During the retreat, I wrote a letter to Him, to my Creator, to my own Essence, to who I really am.
And received one back.
Through flow writing.
And what I downloaded where 'only' four simple words:
I am right here.
A sacred mirror
Later, I looked into the mirror.
A new exercise.
It was a profound experience.
Feeling off layers by 'simply' looking into my own eyes.
'My own eyes'. Really?
The shift: because 'suddenly'… I saw Him.
In my own eyes.
It merged.
it became one and the same.
I am Creator.
Right here on Earth.
The words 'I am right here' got a completely different meaning.
Instantly.
It touched me.
Then, I looked into the eyes of a woman next to me.
And I saw the same.
Creator in her eyes. Creator in mine.
We are one and the same.
And that, dear one —
even though I don’t see your eyes now —
is what I feel with you too.
I see your Essence. And you see mine.
That’s who we truly are.
And that’s what I wish for you.
The more you soften into your Essence, the more life realigns. The tension of the ego? Just a signpost. Let it point you inward. Come Home.
Welcome to the field of remembrance
The journey I walked became the journey I now offer.
Not a method. But a field.
A space where your survival self is seen —
not to be pushed away, but to be freed.
A return to your Divine Self.
As always... ;-)
All the 'work' we do,
is about this.
Is about coming Home.
And for me,
this untangling of the human ego is at the core of our whole journey.
When we begin to integrate that part —
and allow our Divine Blueprint to lead…
amai… a whole new reality unfolds.
A life beyond pain,
beyond attachment,
beyond suffering.
This is coming Home.
The Ego Untangled
Free yourself from patterns. Remember your True Self.
The field is open.
If you feel this — then this journey is for you.
Deep reprogramming in a warm and loving space.
Welcome Home.
Welcome to your True Divine Self.
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